Here's the deal.

Hi my friends.. had to take a break from the thousands of cover letters for the Spring season of a starving artist trying to make it in the big bad city. Sigh.. life is so busy, but I guess it's good because I need a distraction until I can get outta this twenty degree weather. Anyway.. can I vent? Like I always do..

Hawaii.. I love you so much.. but seriously.. stop the drama! Geeze. Is there nothing better to do besides talk about everyone else? When will you realize that life is not about all the gossip?  Don't you get sick of it?  There are so many more important things in life that you can do than talk.. Seriously. I have no idea why you might think that your social life is the most important thing in the world. But its not. Go paint a picture.. or go surfing.. or go take a dance class or whatever.. channel that energy into something beautiful.

Anyway. Awww my passion for dance has filled my soul with so much joy. For a while there I forgot how beautiful the life of a dancer is. Although I'm working like 3 jobs just to kind of break even in my expenses, I will give up everything.. meals.. time.. a social life everything to be able to take class at BDC. I feel so honored and soo lucky to have my work study and be able to take classes with the most talented and dedicated dancers and choreographers in this world. There are moments where I literally stop myself and think I am the luckiest person in the world.  I realize that there are millions of people who would kill to be in my position and I also realize that I will not have this opportunity forever.. so as long as I am here and at that studio, I will give 110% of myself into dance. I am honest with myself that physically, economically, and just mentally wise, I won't have dance like this forever.. 2 years ago when I moved away from NYC I thought I would lose dance forever, and it was a very hard idea to part with. So I'm so lucky to have had this second chance to do what I love.

And since the Starbucks in Astor Place's wifi apparently sucks .. you can click the dancing link yourself


Talent at it's best: WORK!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hiX-ZSNS48k&feature=related