It's been a hot minute since I last posted and I decided since my life is a whole lot better that I can hopefully finally start posting good blogs here instead of really sad depressing blogs.
Moving back to Hawaii did wonders to my sanity. Making the decision to come back home was a positive one and even though I miss the mainland a lot being in Hawaii has done some spectacular heeling to my soul. Feels great to finally feel like Tasha again. Just gotta get my head focused.. find a good job.. and I'll be cherry.
I've slowly started accepting feeling love again.. and although it'll be a while until I actually fall in love I'm open to the possibility that in the future it will happen again and I can feel happy again. I tell myself that if I thought Leo was love.. and it wasn't... then the next one is just going to be more beautiful and more meaningful to me. So yes.. although there was a year of suffering.. being able to move on feels like one of the stronger moments in my life so far.. and I'm pretty proud of that.
