Thursday, April 21, 2011
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Dear...
This is the first and last time I'll be venting about my ex bfs.. ex gf who I hope to god will take the time to read this because honestly I have no interest what so ever to deal with this girl anymore.
I brutally learned a pretty harsh but very humbling lesson this past year and that was that you can't convince everyone to love you. Sometimes no matter how hard you love someone even if it's everything you've ever wanted in your life, you can't always get it. And the absolute worst thing to do to yourself is to continue to convince yourself that a future is possible with that person. I'm not with "your man" anymore and haven't been with with him in a really long time, so I have no idea where you're getting these ideas that we're running off meeting somewhere in the United States when it's so obvious that I'm not with him. So really I am no threat to you or your family.
And on that note. I'm a very different person now. I live in a city where I have to fight and work really hard to be here and to live. NYC is really different than Hawaii and my priorities is not to be in love or steal your "bf". My priorities are to learn as much as I can and grow as an individual mature adult. I have no intentions to ruin a family. In fact, I really don't know any person who is cruel enough to purposely date someone to ruin a family. I mean you kind of drive me nuts, but I'm not going to ruin your life.
I'm saying this as nicely as possible that for the sake of you.. and you're sanity. Get over him. Once a long time ago I really was in love with .. him.. and it hurt so badly when I realized that I had to get over him to continue my own growth in life. And I really did at one time think that I could not live a life without him there. But.. I did it.. and.. it was a good thing to do.. and now that my head is clear I feel like so much has been lifted off my shoulders and it's so much easier to get through my days. It's been more than a year now.. and even if he is still with you like how you claim in your voicemails.. I know for a fact that he's not entirely with you.. so I think it's time to realize that you and your ex are done. You can live a perfectly fine life without him, and I believe it.
Lastly- please stop calling me. I work 3 jobs here in NYC on top of training at my dance studio. I don't even have time to hang out with my friends here let alone listen to you talk about your and my ex bf. Deal it out with him. Not me. Thanks.
I brutally learned a pretty harsh but very humbling lesson this past year and that was that you can't convince everyone to love you. Sometimes no matter how hard you love someone even if it's everything you've ever wanted in your life, you can't always get it. And the absolute worst thing to do to yourself is to continue to convince yourself that a future is possible with that person. I'm not with "your man" anymore and haven't been with with him in a really long time, so I have no idea where you're getting these ideas that we're running off meeting somewhere in the United States when it's so obvious that I'm not with him. So really I am no threat to you or your family.
And on that note. I'm a very different person now. I live in a city where I have to fight and work really hard to be here and to live. NYC is really different than Hawaii and my priorities is not to be in love or steal your "bf". My priorities are to learn as much as I can and grow as an individual mature adult. I have no intentions to ruin a family. In fact, I really don't know any person who is cruel enough to purposely date someone to ruin a family. I mean you kind of drive me nuts, but I'm not going to ruin your life.
I'm saying this as nicely as possible that for the sake of you.. and you're sanity. Get over him. Once a long time ago I really was in love with .. him.. and it hurt so badly when I realized that I had to get over him to continue my own growth in life. And I really did at one time think that I could not live a life without him there. But.. I did it.. and.. it was a good thing to do.. and now that my head is clear I feel like so much has been lifted off my shoulders and it's so much easier to get through my days. It's been more than a year now.. and even if he is still with you like how you claim in your voicemails.. I know for a fact that he's not entirely with you.. so I think it's time to realize that you and your ex are done. You can live a perfectly fine life without him, and I believe it.
Lastly- please stop calling me. I work 3 jobs here in NYC on top of training at my dance studio. I don't even have time to hang out with my friends here let alone listen to you talk about your and my ex bf. Deal it out with him. Not me. Thanks.
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