Hey There

I'm just gonna put it out there because you deserve better and you really need to know.

He's cheating on you.

And if you think you're an exception.

You're not.

Don't say I didn't warn you.

Yes I've Become That Girl

Since my singleness and my crash and burn into depression followed by me picking myself up and forcing myself to go on with life, I've come to one conclusion.

Boys suck.

Now.. at the age of 24 I finally realize that there truly is a difference between a boy and a man. Boys.. have a very false grasp on life.  They run around usually trying to be someone they're not and most of the time it's because frankly.. they don't know what they want.  They love to do things they know they can get away with and worst of all they do things without any regard to consequences or people's feelings.

And can I just put it out there that I thought by the age of 24 I would be done dealing with boys, but apparently there's still a lot of mid-late 20s boys who are total late bloomers causing havoc on poor innocent women who just don't know better because they follow their heart instead of their mind. I'd like to blame it on the way we're wired or some kind of weird chemical imbalance..

I think I'm gonna need a yoga class tomorrow. This is stupid.

“Mix me with violence, blend me with peace, combine me with hate and I can't face defeat”

Hellloooo Harlem!! I never thought I was one of those people who are affected by the weather.. but once the weather started giving me beautiful 50/60 degree weather my days couldn't be better :). Oh New York what a love hate relationship.

So here I am.. again! One month later.. still not really knowing what's going on in my life.. but I've come to accept that it's an exciting journey and I just have to accept that maybe a clear finish line is not quite there but.. at least I feel like I'm heading in the right direction.. kinda.

Work.. it's work. It's busy. But I'm learning so much.  My life as a "business professional" has changed so much from last year and I'm proud of the sacrifice and work that I've put in so far and I can only hope that it will pay off soon.

As of now I'm going back home to Hawaii in.. July.. and hopefully cross your fingers will be abroad by August. If not.. probably back to the NYC grind.  Really I love this place. Like.. it's amazing. But. I miss home. I wish I could just take a weekend and go home and see my family and  my friends and my dogs and relax on the beach and go to Maitais with my girls and jam out to Hawaiian music.  That life seems so beautiful to me. Although life in NYC is exciting, and really fast pace, and so energetic. . I miss my home man!!

Soooooo yeah that's it. We'll see where life takes me. Same ole..

Single.. yes. Happy? Almost there. like 85%.. which is dangerously good considering 2 months ago I was crying my guts out from my heart break.  Growing up, I was always super competitive (I blame gymnastics and Punahou).. so I think losing something that I loved very much was hard to accept.  But when I'm feeling down, I think of other times in my life when I was down too and I realize that if I could make it out of those times then I can make it now.  I would never wish on a person to feel heartbreak because the pain really is indescribable.. but I think in the end I can walk away a stronger person.

Someone Like You.

Awww Adele so beautiful! I'm pretty sure she perfectly describes how I've been feeling this past month. What an inspiration :)