Anyway. LIFE! Is crazy. But crazy in a good way. Ended my internship with the unnamed company (because I signed a NDA which I can't talk about the company). It was a great experience.. and I'm glad I did it.. but I'm excited to start fresh with a new company. Welcome to the world of NON PROFIT!!! It's pretty funny cause I'm going from sales at a start up to blogging for non profits.. two very vast ends of the spectrum but I know sales is not something I want to do (scratch that marketing degree) and writing is something I would like to try. My mom's dreams of one of her daughters becoming a millionaire just flew out of the window .. sorry mom.
Oh and I'm gonna start work studying again at my old dance studio! So excited for that :) I miss dancing slash working out so much in general and I'm really excited to burn off all the great NYC food I've been eating. I'm officially gonna give up any social life I have and dance as much as I can because I know it's something that I love.
My bff Karisa came into town last week and only helped to confirm how much I miss home. I mean.. it's not as bad now as it was. I don't cry.. as much.. anymore. But I still miss home..as much as I did.. when I left it. I wake up and the first thing on my mind is one day closer to home. It almost seems sometimes that I force myself to be here.. Which.. yeah is true.. but I stick it out because everyone tells me.. and I think subconciously I just end up telling myself the same thing.
Money- is still nonexistant.. which is amazing seeing that I'm working almost 3 jobs. I wish it was easy to jump into real life but it's not. I keep telling myself that if I put in time now.. then later on down the road.. I'll be ahead of everyone.. I still don't know why I'm here.. I really don't. I'm not depressed.. but I don't want to be here.
I never appreciate it until it's gone.
